October 30th, 2001

ink in water

self unawareness

So today while working a 16 hour double shift with very little
sleep beforehand, I realized that a very brief conversation
I had had on Saturday night had affected me, and I just hadn't
paid attention to it.

In fact, I'm very puzzled why it took this long
for me to become aware of it. I think "dumbfounded"
well describes my state of mind.

(fluttering slightly)