December 7th, 2002



I've cut out ginseng from my diet completely. As far as I can tell it was
inhibiting the most interesting ways of falling to sleep. (too excitatory? I'm
not certain of the mechanism, but I know it's not the way to go).

While the ginseng magnified the motivation to write with my left hand,
it didn't affect the amount of substance in that writing. (in fact, I think
that I've been waaaay too vague for an aeon and I think that
I shouldn't filter what I speak most of the time).

(much more chaos very soon, I think)